An email that touched me

A glimpse into a moment shared with a wonderful guest.

‘‘Very few times in your life do you have an experience that feels beyond normal and the limitations we think we might have. With Rosie, in my mind, and to put it simply… because of the nerve endings in your body and her touch, I went to a place that didn’t feel like I was here. And it felt like it was in its purest form. A place where I was totally free and safe.

You know when you’re walking alone or driving by yourself and you’re being the “real you”. This is the same but with someone else there, with Rosie.  You have this booked in, you’re excited, but also a bit nervous, and you’re nervous thinking to yourself, is this really ok, is it a bit shifty, is it the right thing to be doing?  But you pluck up the courage and you get there and when you meet Rosie, you’re nervous again but you’re polite and try to feel and act normal. Perhaps you’re already anticipating something, anticipating the obvious ending to the experience you’ve booked seeing the words tantric and erotic. And maybe that IS normal.  Why are you there?  Because you want to feel a deeper sense of touch and something sensual? You want to feel a connection? Maybe you have felt alone, neglected or you need a hug from a stranger?

Rosie is kind and gentle. She puts you at ease, and even though your nerves are still under the surface, everything is calm. And then after a time, because it is so soothing and her touch is so gentle, you find yourself surrendering to the most relaxed and calm version of you. 

What surprised me the most, having done this once before elsewhere about four years ago, was something I’d felt before… I had a prolonged state of mentally and sort of spiritually being in a place that felt so different to anything sort of earthly or physical.  If anything, any of that anticipation of a release was the anticlimax.  You don’t want to leave that place in your mind because Rosie’s touch is really divine, and you sort of don’t feel like you’re here. She has a gift. She transcends normality and I’ve never experienced anything quite like that before.

For me… I DO have a family, I have a partner and children. What would society say to that? (More could be said but not here… and again, probably some of it obvious) But this was not about some sort of fix.  I wanted to experience a sense of self and care.  What this has actually done is put me in touch with a sense of honesty with me and what is possible.  I want to be the best I can. I want to learn.  I want to know how I can feel and what I can do.

This has been a teaching. It has shown me how I can touch in a way for a much longer time without anticipation and it is even better than the ending. I will take this with me and use it in my own life. I wish and hope everyone could experience this becasue I really think it could help so many people if it’s taught by someone as connected with their own sense of self and touch like Rosie.’’

Thomas